Hello!! This is my first blog post ever– thank you for stopping by! This site has taken me a LONG time to create–still obviously in the infancy stage but happy to have this much created.

I’ve felt led to create this for some time but have been fighting, wrestling and whining during this time. The process has been quite an eye opener: Since God is leading me, WHY is this so confusing? Wouldn’t it be an easy step by step instruction from Him? If I’m being obedient in doing this, WHY isn’t it easier and done quickly? Why the obstacles? Shouldn’t He protect me from any uncomfortable obstacles so I can continue with His leading? Doubt creeps in at this point: Maybe it’s not REALLY God leading me since it is taking a long time and not clear cut. Maybe I’m just confused and running down a path that I’m not supposed to journey on anyhow. Maybe I’m wasting all this time & effort and should regroup and do something more familiar than try to create a blog. I mean, I don’t use social media, don’t generally read blogs much less know how to create one–so SURELY God wouldn’t use someone like me to create a blog…there are so many other people who are much more proficient than I am at this!

Time for a breather….looking back on my thoughts: lots of WHY; lots of MAYBE and finally SURELY NOT ME. I have been clinging to a truth lately and realized I have let it slip from me during these thoughts: Cling to TRUTH and not what I feel. Feelings aren’t always truth but the Word of God is constantly, always, 24/7 the TRUTH.
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So I don’t.

Ahhh, how peaceful to know its not all up to me!! Thank you Lord!